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Every time I try to go without coffee, I get FUCKED UP. (Not in the sense that I go out and get drunk, but in the sense that I CAN'T STOP SLEEPING and then I sleep too much and get nervous energy but am too tired to do anything about it so I just sit around wriggling my limbs nervously.)

I haven't really gone out all week, except for that interview on Monday, that drink with Steph and her friend on Wednesday, and that desperate-energy-fueled walk in the rain yesterday. I always think I'm going to enjoy not going out of the house or getting dressed, but it feels like high school*. Messy and useless. Carefree relaxation can only be enjoyed by people who are taking a break from something! Otherwise it's just a COMA!

A messy and useless week. I can't wait to be employed, and to have a class to go to.

*Meaning, the four years I stayed in the apartment doing nothing after I dropped out of high school.

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