i tried to celebrate this anniversary the best i could without my goils...i had "lady marmalade" stuck in my head all day, i tried to get drunk (didn't really work : P) and watched "the wrong guy" with someone who has never seen it before. for the first time since i first saw it, i saw it with someone who acutally liked it!! finally, someone with good taste

i can't put into words how much my life has changed and how much i have learned about myself since meeting tavie, gina, erica, ade, linn, kitana, et al. my world opened up in a way i never thought possible and i started to dare to believe in myself. i don't know why that sick twisted great spirit blessed me with wonderful friends who live so far away and i'm not going to question it. i hold my few precious moments with them like diamonds and keep the memories in my pockets, never to spend them.

i'm sure "alt.fan.us" is only the beginning. given the time, i could right multiple albums full of the feelings you guys inspire in me. that was just a cheesy rough draft...

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 22:59