getting really sleeping but trying like heck to start a new habit of blogging regularly. today was the first day in a reh-healy long time that i was oot-and-aboot with my friends and i enjoyed myself immensely. i hope that our outing was cathartic for pena or that she at least liked having us around : D at the very least, it was cathartic for me. and i learned a new game!

i'm going through that mood again where, whenever i talk to my family, i feel a bit guilty for not being around. barbara's going through a slew of problems and whatnot and my mom will never ever tell it to me as it truly is but thankfully i have my sister cathy as my eyes and ears and i have to remind myself that, if the fit was actually hitting the shan, she would give it to me straight.
a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 23:44