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Today was heinous. Awful. I went to bed at 9:40 and didn't fall asleep until after 1. I went in an hour late and I was still exhausted all. Day. Long. I was on the verge of tears all day just from being completely exhausted. I could barely make sense of anything. We are so, so, so swamped at work right now and every time I see how far behind we are I want to cry and it shouldn't even fucking matter to me, I'm working hard and doing the best I can, but I'm so so tired.

Why are you in Tavie's head? 9:32 PM | shower me with attention

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

I haven't seen my friend Jen Pardilla in something like 6 years. My sister has seen her within the last few weeks.

That is so weird. My god, she's really there.

Jen has threatenedpromised to give me some sorta-greyish-blue yak's wool yarn she got. Manna. Manna. I will never starve.

I haven't mentioned knitting lately because I haven't been. I haven't worked on anything since before I moved. (More than three months ago.) There's been no time for knitting, no time at all. That yellow top, almost complete, remains unfinished. I've got 1.66 of a pair of socks from two years ago (hi Rynn), and the body and half the sleeve of a sweater from 3 years ago, and that blasted "Branching Out" scarf barely begun. So many unfinished projects make me depressed and moody. And summer is historically a low-knitting time for me. But the thought of yak's wool... maybe, maybe one day, maybe one day soon I'll pick up that yellow sweater and finish the damn thing...

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I watched the last episode of Lost last night. Now I'm caught up. Now I'm waiting, in agony, like the rest of the world. How can I stand it? Will September 21 never come? My god, the agony...

Why are you in Tavie's head? 9:47 PM | shower me with attention

Monday, August 22, 2005

Today, someone at work thought my name was "Kayla" and someone else thought it was something like "Ossivia".

What the frickety frack is so hard about my name?

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My life is all about downloading episode of Lost and watching them (with Gina and Spike.) I am so caught up, it's ridiculonkuloculus.

Why are you in Tavie's head? 11:41 PM | shower me with attention

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Camille visited us tonight in exotic Jersey City and we had a Firefly marathon. We watched half the series. It was fantastic. God, I love sitting around watching television shows on DVD. It's my favourite thing to do. No wonder I'm such a hefty lass. Must play DDR tomorrow.

Why are you in Tavie's head? 2:25 AM | shower me with attention