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I have been very sad since last night. There's no specific reason for it. I believe it's related to girl chemistry and the cycles of the moon, if'n you see what I'm saying, which of course you do. But it's true nonetheless. I've been swelled with pity for people I don't know, people I do know, people I'm close to, people I've never met, animals, myself, inanimate objects, television characters, the world, the planets...

Sad. Sad and wanting to cry but not actually crying. Just dulled with sadness.

I accidentally said "Gee whiz" today when I got olive oil all over my crossword puzzle and then I felt so, so sad-- not for the crossword puzzle (which sucks, but you know, not the end of the world) but because the words "gee whiz" have always made me want to cry. That and "jeepers". I don't know what it is, but people should never, ever say those things, not even in jest. They make me so horribly sad.

I'm so fucked up. Stupid hormones.

Why are you in Tavie's head? 10:49 PM | shower me with attention