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Thursday, February 03, 2005
I'm in a state of bewilderment. Things went wrong again and I don't know how. I'm bewildered about many things lately and this is one more. Either I have some sort of behavioral disorder that hampers my ability to act in a professional manner, or else someone's just practicing their weird social experiments on me, or practicing how to be Bosslike, or doing something to the effect that I am left feeling bewildered. I'd thought I was doing okay. I don't even feel angry anymore. Just confused.
And that's just one little corner of my life that is bewildering me. There's the money, and the family, and the damn weather, for crying out loud. Why do things get in a muddle? |