okay, so this is how i know i am not in a depressive state (will wonders never cease?)...work crush probably has a significant other (don't know why i think so, i just do), sister was assaulted by psycho "girlfriend" of some a**hole she's dating causing very late night police station visit under the influence of benadryl, my last company holiday party at my present place of employment (which i wanted to be extra special) sucked ass solely based on my choice of date (ripped him a new ass which made me feel hella better) and i am now living in kristen's house all by my lonesome, a state which usually makes me acutely aware of how few local friends i have. nevertheless, i have not propelled down the familiar despair spiral that makes me unconsollably sad, insatiably hungry and otherwise self destructive...all of this without medication.

let's see how long i can keep this up...

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 20:01