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Saturday, July 03, 2004
I was disconnected today, brain cloud, weepy, sleepy, headache, horrible. Fuzzy. Walking in the rain with only my book under the umbrella, slapping myself across the face, rubbing my palms on the trunks of trees, anything to feel like I was there. I was not there.
The movie, Farenheit 9/11, though it didn't make me feel better, at least took me away from myself for two hours. At Chinese dinner with my family afterwards, I opened the fortune cookie like I always do, and got the best fortune of my life: You are almost there. See the double (triple?) meaning? I felt like I wasn't quite there all day. But also, you know, more obvious stuff. |