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I always feel so dumb when I realize I've forgotten to take the Effexor. Oh, that's why I feel like I'm gonna puke and faint at the same time. Duh.

One dose missed can do that. Effexor is insidious shit. The only chemical that even hopes to compete with it for insidious-shititude is the caffeine, which has once again reached dire stages of dependency with frightening speed. If I don't dose myself regularly throughout the day now, I could very easily fall asleep on my feet as I walk down the street.

Some day I'd like to be free of all the chemicals. Was there ever a time when I could get out of bed without bleary, dizzy, half-blind lurching towards the pill bottle and the coffeemaker?

Why are you in Tavie's head? 1:35 AM | shower me with attention