hey...long time no see! thought i'd give a little update. my work crush is no longer. i got a "thanks but no thanks". it was gentler than it sounds.

i've been off all medication for a few months and i am trying to treat my depression naturally...therapy, perhaps some st john's, exercise, etc. so far, i've really been doing well...no deep dark moments so far.

i'm visiting gina for the first time in almost a year. i've said this before but i'll say it again : )...i feel like i've been "gone" and now i'm back. my hair is back to it's normal/unnatural color, i'm getting out more/being more social, and eventually i'll get my own computer and be more in touch with the people i care about but haven't seemed to talk much to lately which bothers me. i really miss the way things used to be and i don't know why i withdrew from it for so long.

so, like it or not, i'm back! : )

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 11:10