in case you can't tell, i've had a few beers tonight and i should have learned by now not to drink while i'm going through this crap. i'm alone and i feel i'll be alone for the rest of my life. i desperately need my friends. they are the only people who keep me grounded and sane. even my family doesn't do that for me. soon i'll be able to "unload" on them and i'll either get objective advice or be proven to be completely right *g*

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 02:06