i talked to my medical coverage (my doc's on maternity leave, darling little baby), and she increased my gleemonex to double the dose. i really hope this helps because now that i actually *want* to go out and be around people, i'm apparently fucking everything up because my moods are out of control. my sister, barb, compares it to my nephew's ADD, like i have no impulse control or something. but this has only been going on for a couple of weeks and considering everything that has been going on (Michael Andrade's death, my friendship with mike coming to a complete end, moving back home where i definitely did not want to be, etc.) i think i should be allowed to flake just a bit.

i just hope someone else follows my lead and calls their doctor. i've upped my dosage so up yours (beg).

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 22:44