honestly, i am not looking for attention, affrimation, sympathy or anything.

i just need to express the utter and complete worthlessness i feel. i am on two different medications and, during this situation, i have completely fallen apart. i am nothing, i am worth nothing and i deserve nothing.

i don't want you guys to worry... i would *never, ever* do anything to harm myself; i care about you all too much. but at times like these, i really understand why some people do.

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 21:11