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Better today. Not eating well and that needs to be nipped in the bud. My father and Andrew, who was here when I woke up (yay!) at 3 pm today (boo!) both think I would do better to give up the idea of no starches and sugar so I don't have to feel bad when I fell off. They don't understand that when I'm eating them all the time, I feel bad all the time. At least when I try to control it, I feel guilty when I don't, but I feel like a normal person when I do. So back on that horse.

I did great this weekend anyhow. It's just there's something about coming back to this house and the heaps of sugar and flour just sitting around in its various forms, taunting me cruelly. A crackhouse is no place for a junkie. But I'll keep trying. Don't stop now: I don't often check my weight, but I did the other day and I was five or six pounds lighter than a few weeks ago. So, keep going.

Just remember the most important reason not to eat sugar: I don't currently have dental care.

(Although that logic doesn't really work because that's also the most important reason not to eat lemons, limes and other acidic foods, and I don't intend to give those up anytime soon.)

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