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Thursday, May 08, 2003
I'm not sure what's important to me anymore.
Actually, I'm not sure what was ever really important to me. I had to throw a lot of the old things away (Grow Up To Be A Disney Animator! Graduate Prestigious Public High School and Get Into Good College!) and replace them with smaller things (Grow Up! Get Out of Bed in the Morning! Go to Any College!) and now I've got these sort of smallish-average things in my metaphorical basket (Graduate College! Pay Off Credit Card Bills! Have A Crappily-Paying But Otherwise Pleasant Part-Time Job!) and I kind of want to dump everything out of the basket and replace it all with jellybeans. I don't even like jellybeans. What a stupid metaphor. Where did this basket come from, anyway? Long dark twenties twenties/Loser! |