As much as I have improved with the help of happy pills, there are still so many things I need to work on. Paying my bills when they are due, doing more then one small load of laundry at a time, keeping my house cleaner.
My problem is that ever since I had the bad cold stuff, I have been so over tired that I can hardly stand it. I come home from work and just drop on the futon, I can hardly keep my eyes open and then I try to go to bed and like magic, I can't sleep. It sucks so much. Plus the whole coughing thing comes back everytime I lie down and I wonder if I am going to actually stop breathing and just die.