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Two more classes today. Modern Theatre and Sociolinguistics. Sociolinguistics, the class I had been looking more forward to, is going to be the most painful of my classes because the professor is a bore with no sense of timing and the inability to complete a thought, and everyone in the class is an idiot except me.

The second part of the above statement, by the way, is completely untrue, but today it felt true. Rob Brezny says this week that I need to learn humility. He is so very correct.

The problem, by the way, believe it or not, is my low self-esteem. I will explain: I think that if I know something, then anyone who doesn't know it is an IDIOT because I am not capable of knowing anything except what the stupidest moron can understand. So if you don't make it up to MY pathetic level of knowledge, you get my contempt. This is the worst of snobbery and it needs to be destroyed. Not only am I not better than my classmates, I am a great deal worse than many of my classmates. So.

My mom just came in and handed me the photos from the other roll of film from my trip to Sweden. I will scan these terrible, terrible photographs (really, who let me near a camera? So many thumbs! So many dark smudges!) as soon as I feel the inclination to do so.

Why are you in Tavie's head? 8:24 PM | shower me with attention