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Sunday, September 22, 2002
I don't know if it's worth noting here, but I am noting nonetheless, that since my dream, I am different. I'm a changed person. And I have a lot of questions about death, and belief, and a newfound respect for and confusion about the concept of organized religion in general, my history with it personally, how it fits into my uncertain future, and what I am to do with the problem of my lack of concrete belief in an afterlife and yet my newfound terror at the idea of eternal nothingness.
Just thought I'd put that word in. And, I guess, request that, like my questions about "smartness", if anyone has anything to say about their beliefs about death/thereafter and how they attained them that they think I might find at all helpful in this time of doubt, I'd love to hear them. And, yes, all partly because I miss my cat terribly. Ahhh. Nothing like a good M*A*S*H marathon and a little existential angst to make a weekend! |