it must be a spring thing...i, too, want a baby. most of my friends have heard this from me before, and sometimes i feel it more than others. this is one of those times. however, i am at least a year away from any serious thought about how i am going to actually *do* this (what with no serious boyfriend and whatnot), and i need to assemble the various minutae required for nurturing a baby...decent apartment, some savings in the ol' account, etc. but, and i was trying to get this through my mother's head, it *will* happen. no matter what. whether or not i've met "mr. right" or not. this is the one thing i know i was meant to do and i'm not waiting much longer.

she even told me not to consider it until i at *least* tried to start some sort of communication with the guy i like at work...she's like "just give him a try". yeah, like that's gonna happen. my own mother doesn't know me very well, does she? doesn't she realize that the one rejection would harm me so much more than years of pining away? i'm perfectly happy with my pining. it keeps me content but striving.

i'm just looking.

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 07:35