Friday, May 04, 2001

today was a pretty good day...no crush sitings today but i had one yesterday (we practically ate lunch togeter : *) of course, i barely glance at the guy, don't say anything directed at him and then just sit and pine when he gets up and leaves. sighness...

after work we had band practice which consisted only of me, scott and mike..no drummer and no other singer : P we nailed the cover that we are trying next "sister don't cry" by collective soul. i think i do a rockin version if i say so myself i may even be developing a band-related crush which would combine my highest dreams and my greatest anxieties. please, don't let it happen. the carnage would be too great!!

after practice, we stood outside scott's house and a plane flew right in our view of the moon creating a lovely silhouette. even the guys had to agree. but then brainmaster scott while trying to see the moon through his telescope thought it looked too blurry so he came to conclusion that he was too close and started to back up. i said, "scott, you're too close to the *moon* but you think walking backwards the length of your yard will make a big difference"

i'm learning how to be around guys again even in little nonsexual ways like today i dressed a wound for a fellow bandmate and gave him a shoulder massage which is something i have not done in over four years. i almost thought i forgot how to touch a man. well, teach me, teacher...homina, etc. gotta get my horny ass to bed. busy weekend ahead and another whole day at work (ooh, crush #1 sitings ::crosses fingers:::)

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 00:55