i should have known better...last blog, i mentioned that i anticipated a conversation with scott. he hasn't talked to me in almost a month, why should he start now? mike just came home from practice and very reluctantly told me that the others decided (without his input) to "relieve" me of my duties. yep, they "officially" kicked me out of the band. i took the news better than i thought i would...i guess i don't hold the other members of the band in high enough regard for their opinions to matter that much to me. it will hurt, probably later, but i know that i am too mature to be petty and i will be at saturday's show to support mike (who is still in the band, for now). i also know that if they continue on this track, they will eventually self-destruct. but i will not be there to laugh...i might be there to rejoin if there is enough friendship left to salvage. plus, melissa doesn't perform my songs as good as i do :::evil grin:::

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 19:06