i forgot chloe's vet appointment...i'm forgetting everything lately. i'm in such a funk but maybe it's starting to pass. it's just that everybody has a problem lately...either i have a problem with them or they have a problem with me. the girls at work are more moody than usual, i can't help but feel that my roommate is using me (those are stronger words than i mean but the only ones i can come up with at the moment) and i haven't spoken with anyone else in the band in almost a month. i thought these people were my friends but i could be falling apart right now and they wouldn't know...unless it compromised my ability to get to a gig or practice : P ...and i can't seem to talk to my family without getting at least one lecture of one sort or another. even my sister felt the need to tell me that she heard from scott that my roommate's friend told him i shouldn't be in the band.
a. why would my sister tell me that?
b. who does this guy think he is?
c. what am i supposed to do with this information?
and d. just how many people are talking about me anyway? i think i'm getting a little p-a-r-a-NOID. just call me frodo, eh?

i feel the need to connect with people that aren't talking about me behind my back, getting something out of me or being nice to me one minute and biting my head off the next. i *desperately* need my goils...even if i feel i may cry.

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 23:29