: : : notes from the hob : : :

So here's what happened when I plugged in my blog...

Notes from big dramatic
pause India... Well, during
her voice, says, Another plane was in
the car try
to see
Matt and I do sleep, my
heart completly stopped
Today sitting at my heart completly
stopped, and cry,
but the terrible family that
you be destroyed...I see
them...that we had such great times. Admiring
that line to hug but an
IOU for riding it
never sing a blanket,
reading a sweetie pie.

Wednesday, October 03, 2001

Today I'm sitting at my desk, the radio is tuned to the news, the lady announcer comes on and using her I'm-going-to-tell-you-something-horrible voice, says, "Another plane has been hijacked! The domestic flight from...(big dramatic pause) India..." Well, during her big dramatic pause, my heart completly stopped, and I started to shake and then she told the rest of the story, how it was in a country far from here and that the plane was already back on the ground...I was so filled with rage...how could she do that? How?

Tuesday, October 02, 2001

One more thing...some of these people need never sing a John Lennon song again...ever. Who the hell is this bushy haired chick butchering 'We all Shine On"? I could puke...and that heroin addict singing 'Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds'? puke puke puke

What to do, what to do...Cheryl is upset, Kitana is upset and I don't have anything to offer but an IOU for a giant hug the next time I see them...that is not very good. I feel helpless to comfort, when I have no comfort in me...just when I think I'm okay, I crash back down.

Moments spent with people I care about help so much. Tavie, Erica, Steve, Matt...seeing them this weekend felt good...but then I'm alone again...

I'll just shut up now.

Sunday, September 30, 2001

What the HELL was with SNL, missed the first 20 mins. but the rest???? Yikes!

We had such a nice day with Atlanta Steve...he is a sweetie pie. I'm glad Erica met up with us at the movies and that we got to see Matt and meet Amy, who is very nice. It was good to be able to hug matt again...Nice chatting at the coffee shop, being normal people, doing normal things.

Tavie is crying on the tufon, because of the scene in 'The Abyss' where the water dwellers show why our world should be destroyed...I told her to turn it off...I should go give her a hug, but I will wait till one of us goes off to bed. Don't know why I'm waiting...