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There's this part at the end of Hedwig where the main character goes crazy at a concert she's giving and starts ripping her clothes off and bashing her guitar to pieces. With each bash, a significant image from a significant episode of her life flashes across the screen.

I feel like that right now. I'm not singing, I'm not rocking, I'm not tearing tomatoes out of my bra and screaming that I'm "all sewn up", but my thoughts feel like:

bash One way God said to get to Heaven Jesus is the only way bash I don't want to get on the schoolbus bash Don't go don't leave me here bash Newsies is the best movie in the whole wide world bash But yield, those who will, to their separation/ my object in living is to unite/ my avocation and my vocation/ as my two eyes make one in sight bash Did you take your chemistry midterm? Did you go? bash Oh, I thought you said "Merica" as in "A-Merica" bash and when they light up our town all I think's "what a waste of gunpowder and sky" bash heat in my hand I am alive bash with a little help from my friends with a little help from bash crashed into the World Trade bash

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