you know, i put a (grin) after the first line of my last entry but it didn't come out...now i just appear bitchy : P.

well, melissa is still in the band and we were in the studio last night from 6 to 11 p.m...just doing vocals...and we still have three more songs to do. the engineer, chris, keeps telling us we are making remarkable time but, sheesh. and the thing's gonna come out craptacular anyway. but i have to admit i am having fun. we have a gig coming up on june 2 and maybe even the 4th of July (wooooo!)

why do i suck when it comes to talking to people? and more specifically people i like? my boss sent me upstairs to ask a question from the medical assistant of the doctor that i like...when i went upstairs, he was at the desk so i turned around, went back downstairs and made up a story about why i didn't find out the answer to the question. all because i choked...why do i DO that?!?! and why am i the only person (at work anyway) who thinks he is the cutest thing? if anyone at work knew, they would pick on me mercilessly. i just wish i could get up the nerve to have a conversation with him.

i seem to be avoiding my family...i don't know why, i just do. i never call and i only go over to do the laundry and the entire time i'm there i just want to leave. is this normal or just sad?

one more day in the studio to record and then we get to "mix it down"...another three or four days. then mastering. then we have to send it off to be pressed. and this is a "demo" for crying out loud! now i know why "real" CD's take weeks or months to record. i know it sounds like i'm bitching but i really do enjoy this. and this is what i've always wanted to do so i'm going to keep plugging away until it's taken me as far as it will.

a bad case of verbal diarrhea from Cheryl 19:44